addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
self-psyche session
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
tagboard ;
guestbook
mwahaha. it's in like. 20hours or so!
yestd's track session was like shite. recent trng sessions all point toward me doing shite for tmr's race. but you know what? i am not going to care! (or at least i am trying not to) because if everything were perfect, and if i were feeling in PERFECT form right now, and if i did a PERFECT race tmr. then hello? it'd be a crappy boring race. now we need such distractions like muscle aches, phlegm, asthma and fats to make it a more meaningful experience.
how exciting. so tmr, i'm just gonna give it my ALL. if my ALL means me coming in last, or me not finishing the race, then so be it. because sometimes, we have no control over external factors. sure i wish i could turn back time, redo the whole china thing again and come back stronger. but this is what is happening NOW and there is no way i can change it. not like i wished for phlegm and asthma and muscle aches right. if i do well tmr, then i do well. if i don't, then i don't! simple.
the main point is not to give up! especially not before the race has even started.
haha i hope this.. enthusiasm and optimism actually lasts. alrighty. all the best to anyone who's racing.
dreams
i guess we're just made of dreams
nothing else matters as long as we b e l i e v e